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Saturday 31 January 2009
LATE POST.
Soli soli ah.
before i start.CHECK OUT MY FACEBOOK PICTURES OF WESTFIELDDDDs.:).
anywayy,school was veli veli fun todayyy.
although i felt depressed in the morning in drama again.
sir was like, i haven't heard anything from naomi?you k?
:.
but then i loosened up abit as the day went by.though karandeep really pissed me off in english.she kept calling my phone like i SWEAR more than 20 times today.even when i was up in front of the class speaking and my phone was on the table.she called me and the vibration was soo loud.I CANNOT STAND HER.:(.
note to karandeep(not that she even reads my blog):
if you want to sit next to tannu you can you don't have to keep changing between two tables just because you feel bad.
cos guess what?i don't really need you in order to have fun.so yeah.sit there all you want,you don't need a personal invitation.
ANYwayy.time for some peaceee.maths was fun i understood everything.(WOW).:D.and lunch was funnnn.took lots of pictures but i haven't got them but when i do i will deffo post it.:D.
yeapp,drumm lesson sucked lollipops.well, i suck lollipops.:(.then i was EXTRA hyper.:).funnnn.
yeappp.
I think i've blogged about this before,but anyway,remember that 'mysterious caller' that has been calling holly.WHILE GUESS WHAT?its karandeep.
i hate that girl.and i had an arguement with her mum.WHAT?!her mum has no right to be rude to me when her lesbian-legstroking daughter has been calling for like more than 50 times the past 5 days and 8 times per night at 4 AM.and freaking the souls out of holly{AND ME IN SOME OCCASIONS.}.and pissing her mum off by making her mum wake up and answering the phone AND REALISING THERE'S NO ONE AT THE OTHER END.
I HATE THAT ONE.
she has the same worth as a banana peel.
xxx
Thursday 29 January 2009
Today today todayyyyy.we had assembly.*boring*
and i felt so dizzy and illl.and in drama i just felt like crying for no particular reason again.:/.mr warren was nice today.i dunno why.he was like good luck naomi my most improved student.:D.*happs*.anyway yeah.in ICT me sahini and ashma*i don't really know how to spell her name but anyway* we watched Tae yang's look at me only and prayer.BUFFFF.
we made nylon string in science.soooo interesting:D.and tmr we have a class detention.:/.*in my opinion only teachers who are losers have class detentions cos they can't control the students:D*FOOD TECH WAS FUN.:DDD.me and holly were looking at pictures from westfield.and bursting out laughing.:D.we just had fun looking at ticks,pictures and laughing.yeah and lunch was jokes too,i dripped sauce all over mee.:D.and holly went pee paw pee paw(not nee naw nee naw)and ran to me with her tissue.:D.yeah anddd.mm hmm.
had a 2 hours detention after school.and i was alone cos everyone left after 1.30hrs.SO LONELY.i felt like i was being watched.and i just texted and played games.and my phone started vibrated REALLY LOUDLY when i was in the teacher's office.i think she thought it was a fart.*i hope so*:D.then i met joshh.and then my dad came to pick me up.:D.
SO YEAHH.pictures to finish offff.
and i felt so dizzy and illl.and in drama i just felt like crying for no particular reason again.:/.mr warren was nice today.i dunno why.he was like good luck naomi my most improved student.:D.*happs*.anyway yeah.in ICT me sahini and ashma*i don't really know how to spell her name but anyway* we watched Tae yang's look at me only and prayer.BUFFFF.
we made nylon string in science.soooo interesting:D.and tmr we have a class detention.:/.*in my opinion only teachers who are losers have class detentions cos they can't control the students:D*FOOD TECH WAS FUN.:DDD.me and holly were looking at pictures from westfield.and bursting out laughing.:D.we just had fun looking at ticks,pictures and laughing.yeah and lunch was jokes too,i dripped sauce all over mee.:D.and holly went pee paw pee paw(not nee naw nee naw)and ran to me with her tissue.:D.yeah anddd.mm hmm.
had a 2 hours detention after school.and i was alone cos everyone left after 1.30hrs.SO LONELY.i felt like i was being watched.and i just texted and played games.and my phone started vibrated REALLY LOUDLY when i was in the teacher's office.i think she thought it was a fart.*i hope so*:D.then i met joshh.and then my dad came to pick me up.:D.
SO YEAHH.pictures to finish offff.
k then?:/
Big boooobs.
Me and holly
...
i was happs.
xxxx
the boy.
Wednesday 28 January 2009
this was apparently a must-read from my teacher.
THE STORY OF THE BOY
‘Wow?’ I thought as I stood there in awe looking at everything around me. This was nothing like I expected it to be. All the women looked like newsreaders with shiny black high heels and made up faces which looked perfect, almost like a touched up magazine cover. And all the men looked like models advertising for aftershave showing off their beautiful golden abs. Even the babies looked perfect, baby pink clothes for the girls and sky blue clothes for the boys. It seemed like every one of them was smiling or just being drop dead gorgeous and none of them were crying or making a fuss. Looking down at myself wearing a faded black t-shirt which was over-worn and a pair of shorts which showed off my prickly hairy legs that needed shaving and trainers which were far too small for me I thought ‘What happened to me? I really need to do something major to my fashion sense and my wei…. OWWW’ I wailed as a sharp heel landed right on my toenail and a pointy elbow smashed through my ear drum. I felt my back landing onto my luggage and my prickly legs being sliced on a chair.
‘Next time watch where you’re going’ said a tall, slim, middle aged lady with a pointy nose wearing a long fur coat. And as she shook her head in disgust I heard her muttering ‘These chinks’ under her sweet smelling breath.
I wanted to hit her so badly but at the same time I was scared of her. ‘What is wrong with people in first class?!’ I shouted in my mind and tried to stand up but I realised I couldn’t, blood was flowing down my leg like Niagara Falls. Almost instantly, I felt the pain and tears flowing down my cheeks like a leaking tap.
‘Oh my gawd! Are you alright? Euh, that’s a disgusting thing to say, obviously you’re not alright. Come on lets get you wrapped up and…Oh my gawd.’ I heard a beautiful, gorgeous voice ringing in my injured ear and I turned around to see a blonde haired and dark eyed boy who wasn’t much older than me. As he ripped off his coat I caught a glance of the label, Burberry. Oh my gosh, no way am I going to accept help from a posh person after my bad experience with them. ‘Erm..I’m ok really. It just looks bad but it isn’t really. Thanks for your help though. I’ll go seek medical attention myself. Thanks.’
He looked shocked, really shocked when I managed to stand up by myself but after a few seconds I realised I was falling and his shocked face turned into a slightly curved mouth-a smile in other words. I seemed to have fallen right into his arms which ensured I was in safe hands.
‘Hey Pete? Could you grab her luggage for me please?’ he was speaking to an invisible man who I didn’t notice until now. It was his butler. How posh is he?!
‘Seriously, I’m ok. Please let me down’
‘No silly. Just stay put, you’re not ok. Stop struggling because I’ll just tighten my grip on you that’s all. Come on, trust me.’ I trusted him, he was the only normal person. Although he was posh, he was normal like any other middle class person.
‘Hmmm, this doesn’t look good at all’ said the doctor as he was examining my large gash. I was scared, frightened and cold although it was boiling in the medical room. I needed someone reassuring and I needed someone’s reassuring hand to grab. I turned round to where ‘the boy’ was sitting and he seemed to have read my mind. He grabbed on to my hand, gave it a nice, tight, supportive squeeze and a tiny smile which was followed by a wink. ‘I don’t think you should be here. This medical clinic in this airport is far too basic. Give me your details and I’ll ask my secretary to tell your parents I am sending you to a hospital.’
‘Ermm. I don’t know how to explain this but …I have no parents. I mean… my mum sent me here to meet my dad who I’ve never seen before, but apparently he’s in a meeting right now and doesn’t have the time to meet me. And..and what’s wrong with these rich people cos’ all they care about is work work work.’
I needed a hug and I needed tissue to wipe my fresh tears from my face which I failed to keep in. I flung my arms around ‘the boy’ and he held me tight as if he understood the position I was in. ‘I’m scared, what if I have to get my leg amputated?’ He let go of me and rested his arms on my shoulders and faced me.
‘Don’t talk of things that are utterly impossible. Ok? You won’t need your legs amputated we’ll find out what’s happening and I’ll go with you to the hospital.’ And instead of using a tissue, he used his hands to wipe my tears away. I felt braver: that was all I needed.
We got into a private car which had big green letters saying ‘ECNALUBMA’. I was so confused but I wasn’t scared. Why did I need to be rushed to the hospital? Was it something serious? What was it? Why was no one telling me anything? I was thinking of all these questions all the way to the hospital. And when we reached it, which seemed to be a matter of a few minutes, I was rushed into A & E to be examined. My leg was stitched up, my toe was bandaged and my ear was examined.
‘Well your leg doesn’t look too good to me. The cut looks infected, and without the proper care, the infection would spread and your leg might need to be amputated. So, I suggest you stay in the hospital until the infection is fully heeled,’ said doctor Nudbury.
‘But, why is it infected? And why did I have to be rushed so fast to this hospital?’
‘That is what I was trying to get to. Do you remember what you sliced your leg on?’ The lady stepped on my toe, and hit my ear. And then I fell and I fell onto my luggage, I thought as I tried to recall exactly what had happened. ‘Ah! I cut my leg on a chair which had a stick sticking out on the side.’
‘Was it rusty?’
‘Erm, yeah I think so. But I’m not too sure. Why?’
‘Getting cut by something rusty could be deadly and I think the stick was rusty.’
Could be deadly. My face dropped, and the three words ‘could be deadly’ echoed in my busted ear. ‘But…how?’ By then, I realised that Doctor Nudbury had left my room. I began to shiver so hard that the bed started squeaking and I was sure I was going to suffocate, I needed ‘the boy’. Where was he?‘What? Oh yeah, I know her. Oh my gawd, I was the one who came here with her. No, I don’t understand. I want to be with her right now. What’s the problem? So what if I’m not her family? Why don’t you ask her then?’ the angry but familiar voice said.
*Panic* I wiped away my tears and acted like everything’s fine.
He continued, ‘excuse me Doctor Nudbury? Could you please explain to this nurse here why I AM allowed to see Sarah Buckingham?’
‘Oh,ermm. We couldn’t track down any of her family, so we are allowing him to visit her until we find her family,’ explained Doctor Nudbury to the stubborn nurse who didn’t let ‘the boy’ visit me.
‘See what I mean, I told you. Yeah, I thought so, walk away without an apology. I even brought her food cos’ this hospital’s food is so darn CRAP.’
‘The boy’ opened the door and shut it with a slight slam. I could tell he was angry, but he still managed to smile for me. He hurried to my bed side and poured out the contents of his plastic bag excitedly.
‘You haven’t eaten have you? See, I bought you some chips and a cheese burger from Burger King. Are you alright? You don’t look too good? Is this hospital treating you right? Especially that nurse who tried to stop me from coming in.’ How did he notice? I tried my best to seem normal.
‘Yeah I’m fine. Its cos’ I’ve just woken up.’
‘Ok then. Do you want to eat now? Or wait for a bit?’
‘Let’s eat now. I’m starving.’
He smiled, showing off his white and perfect teeth and his eyes was semi-circled. He is so buff. ‘Ok, here. I bought you chips and a cheese burger is that alright?’
‘Ermm’, I hesitated, but I knew I would have to tell him. ‘I don’t eat beef. Only fish, sorry.’
He froze, ‘oh man. I’m so sorry. I’ll go get another one. Arghh, I should’ve asked you before going to get it. Be right back. I’ll be two minutes.’
‘Noo. Its O…K’ He was gone, I tried to stop him, but I failed.
‘To the left, to the left’ I sang, to take my mind off the three letter phrase, ‘could be deadly’. ‘Everything you own in the bo..’ I was interrupted by the screeching of brakes and a loud bang which was followed by screams. Oh my God, ‘the boy’. What if that was him? Shut up, Sarah. I had to see what happened, I needed to be sure. As I struggled out of bed and peered out of the window, I could see the sun rays shining on a stationery car and lying on top was a boy, I knew it was him. At the same time, I could hear a baby start crying, and the red buzzer in the room started buzzing and the clocks started chiming. I felt like everything was happening at once and I felt like I was going to suffocate if I didn’t find out what had happened. I needed to find out. I grabbed my crutches and wobbled as fast as possible down to the entrance. Flying past me on the stretcher was ‘the boy’.
‘Miss Buckingham? Are you ok?’ I tried sitting up on my bed. Why was I even here? I froze. The boy.
‘The boy. I need to see the boy. Please bring me down to see him. Please.’ I grabbed on to the nurse pleadingly, tears ran down my cheeks.
She looked confused, ‘Who miss? Who are you talking about?’ What’s his name? I don’t even know his name. Then I noticed his butler, Pete, sitting in the corner with his face buried in his hands. ‘Pete, Pete. Tell her. Who I’m talking about.’
‘Miss Buckingham’ he walked towards me and clasped my hands ‘they tried their best, but he lost a lot of blood.’
I flopped down back onto my bed, ‘is he … ?’ ‘Yes, miss, unfortunately.’ He interrupted me without even letting me say the last four-letter-D-word. I started shivering and crying.
‘Yes, he’s in intensive care.’
What?, I sat up. ‘What?’, I couldn’t help but smile, ‘then when can I go visit him?’
‘Visiting time starts in five minutes. But are you sure you are ready for this? He is in a coma and there is only a 25% chance he is going to wake up in 24 hours. They are going switch the machine off if he doesn’t.’
I didn’t know what to feel, I was shocked but at the same time I wasn’t, my muscles ached. ‘I need to see him. I need to see him! Now!’ I screamed. I didn’t care if I shouted like a spoilt brat or not, I just wanted to be next to him.
Both Pete and the nurse helped me onto a wheelchair and wheeled me to the intensive care. Lying there, pale and scratched up was him, ‘the boy’. I wheeled myself up to him and tried to talk but the tears were just overtaking my ability to talk.
‘I’m sorry… its all my fault. I should have watched where I was going in the airport. Its all my fault that this has happened to you. But please wake up. I want you, I need you. I don’t even know your name. I need to hear it from you.’ I grabbed his hand in hope of experiencing the nice tight squeeze he gave me earlier on. But his hand failed to grip mine. I rested my head on the side of his bed. ‘I want to know your name. Please.’ And watched as a tear dropped onto his hand. I closed my eyes. And at the same time I felt his band move and grip onto mine.
‘Its Ben,’ I heard a weak yet familiar voice.
NAOMI BERRY.:)
Just ignore the previous emo blogpost.I was just experiencing one of those days when all you want to do is disappear.in other words die.
But i'm fine now anyway.:).haven't blogged in ages though.which is baddddd.
anyway,this week has gone QUICKKKKK.its thursday tmr.:).today i thought school was going to be ****replace the stars with any four letter word you want
but it wasn't,though morning registration was.but drama.OH MY DAYS.
FUNN LARHH.
first we played a game of splat.*quite boring*.but then we moved on to another game and all we could say was 'fcuk it'it was FUNNNNY.sir was hyperactive and nice today i swear.and i asked him a question and he gave me this EXTRAORDINARY SWEETEST smile it would look sweet on any other person but not himand said a quiet eff it.LOOOL.yeahh and i was partners with david.
then we played a game where we had to walk around and all we could say was yes or no.:).it was funnnn.then we had a competition where we were given two phrases and we had to say them positively or negatively.it sounds boring.but trust me.it wasn't.:)
anyway yeah,history was actually interesting.spain was annoying and slow.but i was getting in the groove of it.thennnnnn we had lunch.it was alright.
science was fun too.
best day so far of the weeeeeek.:).
OH YEAHH.ytd we had parents evening.
had quite a few bad reports.and my maths teacher was like.she looked at me and she looked at my dad and she started with yesss,ninnama's doing well.
me and my dad just burst out laughing.and i even had a bet with my brother that she wouldn't know me.:).and she continued,the reason why she's not doing well is because she doesn't know english.
and if i swore i would have typed out wtf,but i didn't me and my dad was just weird-ed out.SHE GETTING ALL HER FACTS WRONG BOUT ME.*freak*
yeahhh.
xxx
Thursday 22 January 2009
I can't be bothered to go school tmr.
in fact,i don't want to.
i can just imagine myself breaking down in tears when someone takes the mick.
or i can just imagine myself getting hurt.
i don't want to.
holly's not going to be there either,
so what's the point?
there's no one who i know i can count on.
there's no one who i know can make me feel better.
there's not going to be anyone there tmr who will even understand the situation i'm in.
but i'll try.
everday in school,do you know how many people laugh at me cos of my accent?
do you know how much i hate it?
i don't think you do.
and i always seek my friends for support and joy.
and i also always seek home as a refuge
where i always thought i'll be safe in.
but obviously not,
i get laughed at,even at home.
because of my accent.
i get hated,cos of it.
something's just missing.
i need bean.
xxx
Monday 19 January 2009
second post of the day.:)
today in R.E we were talking about the growth of babies in a womb.
and there was a statment saying In the ..th{it was a number but i forgot what}week the baby is a size of a large peanut.
but miss said In the ..th week the baby is a size of a large PENIS.
oh my days.like THAT-IS-THE-COMPLETE-WRONG-THING-TO-SAY.
yeahh.and joe was like do you know when you think of something and you say it by accident.
LOOOOOOL.miss must have been thinking.EHHHH eh eh eh?
xxx
Today was monday.
and school was fun.:))
i was late for school again.and the teacher who caught me for my shoes was there at the entrance.and as soon as he took my name and got the chance to see my shoes.i RANNN.:).so yeahh.
and the first period was science.it was fun.i guesss?i nearly got a detention for ripping my friend's ws.:/.but otherwise it was fun.:D
then it was FOOD TECH.FUNAGEEEE.miss wasn't here so we just chilllleddd and ate crisps.{on a diet?}and i dunno why,but me and holly were discussing burger king and i just screamed.it was weird.:/.
don't really wanna write bout the whole day, cos its just gonna bore the pants out of you.:)
naomi.
xxx
Sunday 18 January 2009
hey alll.i have to face it.my blog's dead.
but nonetheless.i'll still blog.
i doubt anyone even reads my posts.
i doubt anyone even reads my posts.
but OH WELL eh?
so today.was sunday.
and as usual i went to church.:)
so i woke up.and it started off as a normal day.
got ready.i couldn't be bothered to iron my clothes.:/
we ate,we used the bathroom,we did everything normal.
BUT.we left on time.EH EHHHH.*raises eyebrows*
but anyway.
we were driving down the road.
la de dahhh.tum bli booos.
we got to THE junction.
and BANG.i swear,i think i made the nicest scream i've ever made then.:)
well to be honest, i thought it was a joke at first.
but after a few minutes i was O_O.
.
.
.
.
.
5 mins later O_O.
.
.
5 mins later O_O.
.
.
.
.
.
and still O_O.
dad got out of the car.and the other car owner was sooo nice.he was like:omg,are all of you alright?and stuff like that.:).
and as you should have guessed,we were involved in a car accident.
hmmmmm.:/.
i was sooo trumatised.until my brother started laughing at the scream i made.and eased me a little bit.
until my mum started having a go at me for screaming so loud.i was really eased then.i knew that everyone including my mum was alright cos of her scoldings.
and i started laughing too.:).
then i realised my hat was right on the other side of the car.it flewww,when the car behind hit
us.that tells alot about the impact of the hit.
but oh surprise surprise,the car wasn't damaged AT ALL.and when i say AT ALL,trust me.
but the car behind had a dent and the number plate was broken.why don't i feel sorry?
so THANK GOD that everyone was fine and the car owner was nice.:)
and church was fineeee.
barrington slapped me on the shoulder and said SMILE to me.:).that used to be ben's job.
i miss him.
OH MY DAYS.i remember taking this picture in the middle of malaysia and singapore when we had to get out of the bus because one of the massage chairs caught fire.LOL.and my SUPER kia su aunty made us walk FARRR away cos she was scared the bus would explode,:D
xxx.
FRIDAY.:/
Saturday 17 January 2009
Ytd:).
Maths was funnnnn.
a fight ALMOST happened{i was secretly sad cos i wanted to watch and be amused}
but oh welll.
i didn't understand anything of maths.
i need ben's help.but anyways.:)
sam taught me some loonnnnnggg method which i didn't understand.
but i finally got it when misss taught me.:D.*WOOO HOOO*
sam kept annoying me by throwing my stuff on the floor.-_-.
Grow UP sam.:D:D.
and i kept hitting him with my book
but it slipped from my hand and i caught it by the WEAKWEAK covers.
and of cos the covers got torn off and the book it cover-less.
whooops.
but i returned it to the shelf and i haven't been punished yet?
and after school,
i went for my drum lesson.
got my boook.grade one
oh my days.*PATHETIC*
but i will improve:D.
then after the lesson we went home to MAKAN.
then left for undefined.
Cell was about SEX again.
i SWEAR he's been speaking about SEX from the past 3 cell groups.
oh my days.
*i'm not writing how much i hate it cos the 'leader' told me once he's gonna come visit my blog one day*
*IRONIC LARH*
but yeahhh.
came home from undefined i watch flims.
:D.
ICANNOTWAITFORWESTFIELD.
ICANNOTWAITFORWESTFIELD
hmmmm.
xxx
xxx
Friday 16 January 2009
Today was an alright day.(:
English was jokes when me and karandeep had a water fight.
but it got bad when she tried to snatch my phone away when i was texting.:/
*not a good thing to do,eh?*
I feel my blog is soooo boring.
i've got no photos.no music.and i need a new skin.
so probably tmr.i'll have a blogg makeover.EHHHH?
:D:D:D
was suppose to go out with chan tmr.but i dunno.:/
i feel like i'm grounded.
i need westfield.
realllly badly.
Hollly?:D:D:D
MY WESTFIELD BUDDY.:).
[5 mins past]
MY WESTFIELD BUDDY.:).
[5 mins past]
its decided,i'm going to chan's place next week.
and thennn,i'm going to westfield with chan{if she wants}and hollllly{if holly can}
:).
and by then i need to find my cam charger to TAKE PICTURES.
WOO HOO.
picture time.
Sam greenwood my lovely math's mate.
:).
Chan and mark after playing football.
*secret* photos.
:/
Candid shot of me.*unglam*
Loves her.
:).
xxx
Thursday 15 January 2009
Today today today today
i was late for school.
got caught for my shoes.:/
got 2 detentions one for late and one for singing in class.
got mentioned in a statement about us bullying her.
got starred at by the usual bus-perv.
nearly lost my phone.
annoyed by family.
wants an iphone,but since her sister is getting one.she might as well forget it cos i like to be special.and i am ****ed by the idea of it.i am annoyed.
I saw the usual bus-buff.(L)_(L)
got greeted by a police officer.:D:D:D.
succeeded in her diet.
in general,i had a bad day and i don't want another repeat of it.i hate today.
and i miss bean.:(.
please come back.
xxx
Monday 12 January 2009
Sunday.
went to church today.
ROGER ROGER ROGER was there.:D.
misses him.
so yeahhh.i woke up late.so i didn't eat my breakfast.and i ate during service.
and service was alright.i think.
Ben wise was being childish by poking me in my ribs and my arms asking for his fairy cakes which i promised him but didn't bring.cos I MESSED up.:).
but i still love him.childish or not.:Dand it is,afterall, my fault really.
SORRY benjamin wise.if he's even reading.:/
i don't really have much to report really.
oh yeahhh.
it was roger and ben's last day today.:(.
i'm really really really REALLY gonna miss them.
Monday.
SCIENCE TEST WAS A FLOP btw.just thought i would tell you.:D
but oh well really.:D.
school was alright.nothing to report again.
except.i think josef fritzel is so ugly.
so ugly i can't even have his picture on my worksheet.
his ugly.inside and out.
i hate him.alot.:).
'born to rape' my ASS
no one is ever born to rape.
how could you even rape your DAUGHTER.
imagine your children saying 'my grandfather is my dad'
OR VICE VERSA.
ewww.
he's so worth-less i don't even think i spelt his name right.but wait.i don't really care do i?
*hates him* *with passion*
anyway.time for some peace and love.
i've got picturessss.:D
but i'll upload them later cos apparently there are some internal errors occuring.
hehehe*
i dunno why i find that amusing,but it is.:D.
xxx
went to church today.
ROGER ROGER ROGER was there.:D.
misses him.
so yeahhh.i woke up late.so i didn't eat my breakfast.and i ate during service.
and service was alright.i think.
Ben wise was being childish by poking me in my ribs and my arms asking for his fairy cakes which i promised him but didn't bring.cos I MESSED up.:).
but i still love him.childish or not.:Dand it is,afterall, my fault really.
SORRY benjamin wise.if he's even reading.:/
i don't really have much to report really.
oh yeahhh.
it was roger and ben's last day today.:(.
i'm really really really REALLY gonna miss them.
Monday.
SCIENCE TEST WAS A FLOP btw.just thought i would tell you.:D
but oh well really.:D.
school was alright.nothing to report again.
except.i think josef fritzel is so ugly.
so ugly i can't even have his picture on my worksheet.
his ugly.inside and out.
i hate him.alot.:).
'born to rape' my ASS
no one is ever born to rape.
how could you even rape your DAUGHTER.
imagine your children saying 'my grandfather is my dad'
OR VICE VERSA.
ewww.
he's so worth-less i don't even think i spelt his name right.but wait.i don't really care do i?
*hates him* *with passion*
anyway.time for some peace and love.
i've got picturessss.:D
but i'll upload them later cos apparently there are some internal errors occuring.
hehehe*
i dunno why i find that amusing,but it is.:D.
xxx
Saturday 10 January 2009
Hey all, as you can see i haven't blogged in TIME
Hmmm.the last few days have been...eventful{?}
On wednesday school started. But my dad's car didn't.
So we {me and my brother} left the house at 8.15 to reach school at 8.50 in an hour and a half bus ride.hmmmm?
obviously we were late.loool.
first day of school.and i'm late.hmm.
Maths was boring as usual.
then it was drama.it was alright.:/
History,bored sitting next to jayde.
Spanish was boring
Lunch boring.
Science changed sitting plan.not sitting next to joe anymore.:(.
then after school daddy came to pick me up.
THANKS dadddd.~~
then went to pick my mum up.
*embarrassing*
i was doing weird and stupid stuff in her office when her boss a.k.a the pastor came.
and i was like *gasp**froze*
CHAO ZI PAI SEH
then went home and i forgot the rest.
Thursday.
Drama was alright again.:(.
got chosen to do the drama warm up.*great*
ICT me and sahini talked through thhe whole lesson.
well actually, i did the work and i put it in my USB stick and gave it to sahini.
so it sort off looked like we BOTH did the work.
But we spoke.serious stuff.
I realised how much i'm being used.
Science was fun fun fun.
we did 'revision'
while me and madeline had fun.
but she was annoying.{in a good way.}
Sir got angry with me.{:/}
Food tech was alright.we baked fairy cakes.
which in my opinion wasn't nice.AT ALL
and besides i wasn't in the mood.
cos
i realised how much i've been used.
lunch was JOKEESS.
me and chandima went to play football with the boys.
{Alex,alex's butt,matt,mark,joe,sam,zac,kevin, and some year 11s pai kias}
it was FUNN.
me and chan were the goalies.{ehhh?}
but,hey,i DID save a ball ok.:D.
I was standing there looking at chan hug zac and alex's butt.
when the ball was kicked and i moved my leg to turn around and JUST THEN the ball hit my foot and stopped.:D.
i was PROUD okkk?
i went mad.i started screaming and i felt like a real footballer only goalies don't really run round the whole field when we save a ball. Or do they?:/
And all the boys started play fighting.
and grabbing each other. and at corner of my eye i saw matt grab joe and i screamed.
and they froze.
and matt was like calm down.i didn't do anything and btw that was a really loud scream.
and chan got hit by a ball on her butt.:).
all the boys stood around plus me looking at her butt saying yeahhh.there is a print from the ball.lol:D
the buzzer went
registration.
registration finished.
Alaa pushed manisha who pushed me.
i thought it was manisha so i kicked her.:(.sorry
but then i realised it was alaa so i started chasing her.*jokesss*
and yeahh.i started walking cos i 'gave up'
but i caught up with her outside her lesson and she start running again.so i chased.
caught up with her.and yeahh.
it was jokes.
english was alright.:/
after school i went to look for my brother but i saw alaa and we started shouting at each other.
and i forgot what she said.and i shouted back and i walked staright into my brother class while he was still having lessons.
ok then?well done?
but i just went to the corner and sat down and texted my dad and my friends and stuff.
after my brother finished.we went to ealing broadway to wait for my dad to pick us up.
and i was standing on the bridge waving to the train driver.
and he hooted me and waved.
i was sooo honoured.:D.
a train hoot.for meee.and meee only.loool.
loved it.
Friday.
drama warm up game was a flop.but who cares cos i don't
science was a bore.
so was english.
and maths was :(/:).???
at first it was fun.
me and matt made paper aeroplane.
and his aeroplane looked sooo spazzy.loool.
and obviously i couldn't fly.:D.
then andrew started asking me questions about me life.{?}
and he started taking the mick out of my accent {yet again}
and he told joe and greg how stupid my accent is.
and joe was like you're harsh man.but he was laughing.hardddd.
and greg was laughing.
:(.
but i just laid my head down and went to sleep.:/yeah..right.i wish.
miss scolded me for putting my shoes on the chair.
and she yanked it away from me and my shoe flew off.lool.
and andrew and sam tried to jack it.but they didn't.:).
lunch was spent with the boys again.
in the field.
sam jumped on mark.
and i was like that was a bit gay.
and EVERYONE just cracked up.:S.
i don't get it.
and they threw sticks at each other.
and a teacher came and asked shem what book she was reading.
and she was like nothing man just f*ck off.
???.ok then.some one's in a bad mood.
and lunch ended with me chasing alex cos of some reason i forgot.
but i got his glove.soo nice and warm.(L).
and we went to registration.
he wouldn't forgive me for 'hitting' him and 'swearing' at him.:(.
history was a bore again sitting next to jayde.
and after school i went to chan's took some pictures.
and i went for my DRUM LESSONS:D.
Bobby cole is sweet.:).
then went to undefined.
ate chips:)
and i really can't be arsed to write anymore.:D.
Tuesday 6 January 2009
Hey all:).hope everything's good.:).
on sunday i had a slept over at holly's it was FUN.:D.
i reach her house at about 2.00pm and we played with her Wii for awhile.wii sports.{<3}.and>
and we made our way home.it was darkkk and we had to go through some back alley ways things.loool.and we saw a half naked man wasking up.{hmmmm?}and holly screamed.which made me literally LOL.so we started running and running all the way home:D.when we reached home we had to hide everything in my jacket pockets so holly's mum couldn't see them.and i gave an excuse of needing the toilet so i had to run upstairs.but the chocolates kept shaking about and making sounds so i had to walk up slowwwwwlyyy.and holly's mum was like'i thought you needed the toilet nai nai?' and i was like O_O.yeahh.i'm....goingg...slowly.{i think she was suspicious}
and then we played more Wii.ate some sweets.played more Wii.and we had to make the pizza dough.:D.{for dinner}make make make.bake bake bake.played wii.and we went to make our pizza.cheese tomato salami.and stuff like that.
went up.played more wii.{cooking MAMA} and we went to eat.i only ate half of my pizza.{:(}it was too much.:D.drank yummyyummy buzz fizz.{<3}.and>
played more Wii.
the mysterious caller kept calling again.:(.i was freaked.:(.i felt so sick.and it spoilt my evening.but i soon forgot about it.then holly's mum went to bed.{IT TIME TO PARTY}brought out everything from the cupboard.bought down the beds.and watched the house of voices.{which in my opinion was rubbish.seriously i wouldn't recommend this film}.but it had its scary parts.and then we watched she's the man.{JOKES} and war of the worlds.and it was snowing.:D.i texted everyone saying its SNOWING.but only Ben wise answered.i still feel bad for waking him up.:(.he was like i was wondering why it required 3 texts at 3 in the morning.:(.SORRRRRY.but oh well:D.
next day woke up at 11.watched the rest of war of the world.Showered changed.and went to west ealing to do our eyebrows.after that we went to saver to get some *stuff*{:DDD}. and then we went to burger king to eat again.{i'm fatter}.then we went home watched the other 2 of our horrror movies.*scary*although i almost fell asleep during amtyville horror.=X.then i went to meet my mum at m&s.and went home:D.
i'm so fat.i need to get back on my diet.D:.
xxx
New year's resolution.
Saturday 3 January 2009
Happy new year again everyone.:).recently i've been obsessed with new year's resolutions.{lol?}.anyway yeahhh.so there you go.my new year's resolutions.:D.
Lose ALOT of weight.
Give money to a basker.
Make my parents proud of my conduct in school.
Stop being rude.
Go back to singapore and malaysia.
Clear my desk.
Forgive and start talking to the people i've had arguements with last year.{I doubt it}
Get an A for my GCSE science exam?{that i'm not too sure about}
Get a drum set and keep practising.
anywayy.
today i woke up at 3 and i went to shower.{ahhhh.nice and hot}.then i ate a slice of bread and beef for lunch.and then i used the computer until now.:).
xxx
You should be happy about what you've done to me.
Thursday 1 January 2009
Happy new year everyone.:).
today was FUN.and loudd.:).went to church at 6 today.to do the sound system with Ben and josh.but i didn't do anything except sit there.so yeah.:).relaxed~~but i operated the whole thing after that when josh was singing and ben was playing drums anyway.so it wasn't really relaxing.but yeah.everything went smoothing and nothing happened.and the countdown came.and i did LOADS of screaming.and after that.we had like techno music on.and everyone was just like dancing.:D:D.SO FUNN.
and me and ben packed up everything.but my family was about to leave without me.:(.so ben asked me to go.and i did.so yeah.i loved today.ALOT.i'm so hyper.there's not going to be any sleeping tonight.:).
but tmr we're going to my gran's placee.:).CHRISTMAS PRESENTS.:D.{from last christmas}
SPECIAL THANKS TO:
Ben wise.:).
my dad.
chan(L)